Lately
Spent at work.
Roller coasters rides inside.
Disappointments.
Dreams.
Frustrations.
Simplest delights of life.
Cherished moments spent with loved ones.
Doubts.
YGs and WCOs.
Sundaes.
Texts.
New gadget bought.
Used up first pay.
Amazing Grace. YFDO.
Now. So much to say. Will do so in time. This girl was here. Disoriented.
Roller coasters rides inside.
Disappointments.
Dreams.
Frustrations.
Simplest delights of life.
Cherished moments spent with loved ones.
Doubts.
YGs and WCOs.
Sundaes.
Texts.
New gadget bought.
Used up first pay.
Amazing Grace. YFDO.
Now. So much to say. Will do so in time. This girl was here. Disoriented.
Even if i were to say a thousand words,it would be blatantly hipocrisy.. rollercoaster ride. deminishing wills.. feelings of numbness. pain that excruciates.
Find your delight in the Lord who will give you your hearts desire-Psalm 37:4.
i never told you much,but being here,in the asshole of the universe (forgive my speech) has been challenging. and the flips of great force as i ride the roller coaster drains me entirely of energy.. tossed around in the universe. i watched a movie today and i quote from it
"...im drowning here and all you can do is describe the water?..."
thats how u must be feeling huh?...
well. all that i know is that the jo i know,picks herself up and holds on tight,because within her lies a much greater will then she knows. she has talents and gifts galore that i wish she could see. God given. a candle in the darkness. her motives are true and her heart is kind to the core. beauty sprouts from within ur soul and cast laughters to those around you... here is a quote i found and held it dear to my heart. let me share it with you before i stop.
"give praises to the Lord in your most difficult times for it is then that you unlock the blessings of heaven."
hold it. believe it. for i know it is true.
It's great to hear you from the asshole of the universe as you put it. =) okay, that sounds weird!
I know you don't tell me much. It'd be too stressing for you anyways. We're even.
I need you to understand that what you say to me, should too be used on yourself, dearest.
Hold on. I need you to. You're stronger than you are. Initially I typed something longer, but my connection was bad. Didn't get to post it. I wish I can remember it. Ah wells.
Take care now, brain.